(stupid no script had deleted my previous journals)
hello DA 8D...... After few months of deathness. '

Flicky is back from the grave!! With vengeance ....but no enthusiasm ....

Where have I been? Well, I think I should explain one by one.

Holidays:
Last time I've went to Borneo Island to find funds for poor kids so they can go back to school. But on December, I left and runaway to Spain, Morocco, and Portugal!! Land of wines! and drunk

Wii:
My long lost pathetic childhood had finally came T_T It was such a distractions, my Dad seem obsessed with it too 8D And yes, I played Sonic Unleashed, it was a very hard to control as his own but his werewolf part was very manageable (no wonder ps3 and xbox player hates it). No I haven't play the Secret Rings yet, i just found that game from shopping with friends not long time ago, not yet chance to try it

Mental Disease:
My last test was a disaster!! O.o numbered days without sleeping, and hours in front of computer...and it all ends nothing. It was then when I told my Dad I have some problems with these task, he finally told me that it seemed I had ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) once again

But hey! when I read the description again ([link]) IT FITS! I did remember that I had problems during my preteen that they send me to therapist, but I never notice what my problem was.

He then ask, "Do you need medication?"
He means Ritalin few drops of concentration pills that was very effective healing for ADD. But long time ago I was almost addictive to it so it's better to stay off for a while. But hell X_x ADD is not emotional problem, it was hormonal, it was never that easy to control it!

Which leads to another mental problem, "low self-esteem" it came since when I had ADD for the first time in junior high, my teachers aren't patient enough to me that they all yelling at me o_o and all of my friends and family says, "So that's why you're easily guilt"

As for art... Since I sort of learning again the ' pencil holding' it would be for a while until I submit any manual again.

For a while, I'll stick to photography... I have nice line up for pictures from Spain, Morocco, and Portugal (then again there's lots of countries I've visited, that I haven't put up piccies here)

Best Regards, Flicker's Owner